Friday, January 29, 2010

emo tak tahan..



salam..

saya tak dapat tahan lagi...

tanpa saya sedari saya menangis sampai ke tidur...

walaupun saya dah sangat-sangat pening kepala akibat tak cukup tidur..



ya, pix ni memang sangat buruk.. tapi entry tanpa pixa dalah sangat membosankan.. bukankah??

betul-betul rindukan suasana di rumah..

mungkin kerana bulan ni bulan tumpah air mata yang paling banyak barangkali..

banyak faktor yang menjuruskan ke arah itu mungkin..

saya sangat rindukan mama and ayah.. i feel like flying home and hug them rightaway..

i really need my closest persons supports..

although most of the time i would be yelled at but that's what make my heart grows fonder..

i miss home i wanna be home there's no place like home...!!!!

*tak tahu pulak selama ni saya bisa menangis sebanyak ini..!! terkejut+ kagum..
*sambil tulis sambil menangis.. emo2..
*membawa hati yang lara ke jakarta insyaAllah.. saya tak boleh duduk sorang-sorang lagi.. habis mata bengkak-bengkak terus menerus..
*maafkan izzah ayah.. izzah just cannot ask all of you to come by.. we hv so much probs with this "so-call-cozy" house.. they already keep all the empty rooms locked + the water pump is making its own issues until we have to take a bath at somebody else's house.. it would be too much for you 2 to handle..
*kirim salam kat semua..
*kemungkinan besar saya akan menulis banyak lagi entry sebegini sepanjang cuti ini.. harap maaf..

3 orang aminkan doa saya..:

Dr Hana said...

alala shiannya...

saya pun rindukan rumah jugak...
tapi tula, kita pun kena ingat jugak, takkan bila ada masalah je, nak lari balik rumah... mungkin sekarang masih boleh lagi la, tapi dah besar nanti?

So we have to accept the fact that we don't have the luxury of home anymore..huhu sedihnya.

la tahzan my dear. it's hard, but that's how it is. only u urself can decide whether you want to be happy or miserable.

"what u see is what u get, and who u are determines how u see"

so who are u? u are who u think u are... haha... fenin x? :PPPP

be happy dear. life's short :)

syuhadah said...

my dear izzah..
ALlah knows what is da best 4 u..
missing ur family is a positive sign..
u can cope wif all this..
syg izzah..

IZAZARA said...

buat la VISA izzah ... g tanyer orgtu camne?
jgn la tunggu biarkn dorng mmg lembab.. kita kna tanyer dorng camne visa dah siap ker tak...plz ... for ur own sake...plz