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salam..

dalam entry sebelum ni izzah ada cakap pasal sukakan sesebuah lagu kerana liriknya..

salah satunya adalah ini..

"Breaking The Habit"

Memories consume

Like opening the wound

I'm picking me apart again

You all assume

I'm safe here in my room

Unless I try to start again

[Bridge:]

I don't want to be the one

The battles always choose

'Cause inside I realize

That I'm the one confused

[Chorus:]

I don't know what's worth fighting for

Or why I have to scream

I don't know why I instigate

And say what I don't mean

I don't know how I got this way

I know it's not alright

So I'm breaking the habit

I'm breaking the habit

Tonight

Clutching my cure

I tightly lock the door

I try to catch my breath again

I hurt much more

Than anytime before

I had no options left again

[Bridge:]

I dont want to be the one

The battles always choose

'Cause inside I realize

That I'm the one confused

[Chorus:]

I don't know what's worth fighting for

Or why I have to scream

I don't know why I instigate

And say what I don't mean

I don't know how I got this way

I'll never be alright

So, I'm breaking the habit

I'm breaking the habit

Tonight

[Bridge:]

I'll paint it on the walls

'Cause I'm the one at fault

I'll never fight again

And this is how it ends

[Chorus:]

I don't know what's worth fighting for

Or why I have to scream

But now I have some clarity

to show you what I mean

I don't know how I got this way

I'll never be alright

So, I'm breaking the habit

I'm breaking the habit

I’m breaking the habit

Tonight

*keadaan sekarang sedang gawat.. tak pasti mengapa..

*semangat down habis..

*rasa insecure sangat-sangat.. nak call mama.. tapi kredit habis.. erk..!!

*minggu depan dah nak exam, tapi izzah tidur macam orang sakit.. (mungkin macam baby, tidur yang lama menandakan buruknya kualiti tidur..

*asyik craving for food.. tapi masih cuba kawal.. tak mau beli stok banyak-banyak..

*im having difficulties in expressing and managing my problems..

*rasa takut sangat-sangat.. juga bersalah..

*maafkan saya kalau saya asyik nak marah.. emotionally unstable.. let me calm down first.. and DO NOT ASK ME QUESTIONS.. especially bila muka mula ketat..

*mahu pulang dan tidur kat bilik sendiri.. rindu bantal favourite.. rindu suara ippy.. rindu bau pokok mama tanam.. rindu bunyi tupai bergumbira depan rumah.. rindu suasana rumah.. rindu warna pic living hall.. rindu nak masak kat dapur rumah.. rindu blanket hello kitty.. rindu nak tengok tv..